survivalHours away from an epiphanysurvival
Alone with my tear soaked pillow
My thoughts so hallow, empty and cold I'm not who I need to be I don't think I'll ever be
I tell myself I'll change
One more night I've survived Comforted by my own lies
ProgressSifting through my thoughts. Lifting sheets that cover dusty, old, painful memories. The furniture to the deadlocked enclosures of my mind. Grab an edge. Feel the soft fabric slip between my fingers. Lifting, allowing the winds of change to take effect. It catches and blows, gracefully scattering tiny particles of dust through the room. Inch by inch, moment by moment. My mind is agitated by even the slightest advance. Ever speck a painful stab.Progress
Yet still I continue. For you I'll keep moving. Aching from the inside out I make my way from room to room. All the while my mind is screaming. What makes him different? What makes him wo
SpinningI can feel the winds of change Pulling me every which waySpinning
Consumed by my thoughts And left with no answers
I've turned my back to logic There is no reasoning
I can spell the roses And I can feel the thorns
Alone I stand
Torn between right and wrong
Confusion is my spinning wheel Creating blankets of wild shapes
Depicting scenes of yesterdays Hued in charismatic colours
I am swept up in life An adventure all my own
Spinning tales of joy And forgetting to tie up the ends
Soon
Hold OnSilent pain is the worst kind Unexpressed hurt lives within you Like a ravaged dog Grasping and clawing at your heart and soul Tearing you to pieces from the inside out Yet you still smile Your still here Stronger then you thought you were,Hold On
But you will lose this battle How do you fight what you cannot see? It's a delusion of pain Silently screaming your please But you have forgotten So engulfed in your terror You forgot the eyes that watch you You forgot the heart that beats for you You keep falling It's a downward spiral Time after t
| I'm a university student who loves art but doesn't have as much time for it as i would like. |
book or really long short story lol
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"Doomsday device?...I suppose I could part with one and still be feared..."
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"Baby I don't need you, you're fading in my rear view"...
and merry x'mas to you and your family.
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when your time came,it came , and that was that!
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"What I give to you, is just what I'm going through, this is nothing new, no no just another phase of finding what I really need, is what makes me bleed, like a new disease. You do not need me."damien rice vocanoes
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